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Damn you! All of you!!!! Damn essays! Damn letters! Damn deadlines!

Stupid freakin girl! Hope you freakin get where it is you want to go and what you want to get then freakin lose it all and realize all the freakin people you've mislooked and trodded on with that one-track driven unconscious selfishness of yours! Hope your friendlessness haunts you someday and I know it will... all these freakin things will catch up with you someday and i hope you realize you've helped no one about learning anything except how to depend on other people! You're not the freakin wounded, helpless, abused, selfless saint you seem to be and people think you to be! Hope you freakin realize that!!! Take it all! Take all the burden!!! Go on alienate the little that's left of your allies!!! Be a martyr! How sad. How tragic. How pathetric. How I pity. How I not. No wonder you've got no one left... and of course everyone else would blame the others because you're always the heavenly basis. Stop taking what's due to others. Not everything is for you. Get the hell out of the way! I don't want to say this but its true oh and gawd do you need to grow a freakin backbone! That's why people get away with saying bad things about you even when its to your face because you have to be soooooooo nice. You just let them. No one likes suck-ups dearest that, can only get you so far... and not everyone says things about you because they envy you but because they actually want to be responsible of their responsibilities and want to do them for themselves you know...earn their own credits for their own hard work and be recognized for it but you just have to do it all cause you can ohhhhhh just do it all. Lovely...just lovely when can I hear of a major breakdown hmmm? hmmm? Determination to reach goals and obssessive perseverance does not prevent you from tiring you know... and not everything you  can do...that's just the truth. Isn't it beautiful, the truth, I mean. Don't kill yourself of exhaustion just yet. Let it go!

Arghhhhhh!

It's okay...It's fine...It's alright...You're all going to die anyway!!!!!!! Stupid damned overachievers! Go on kill each other because of competition that would just make this school year a whole lot interesting!